Tomorrow marks the first day of the next phase of my medical training…clerkship rotations! I am filled with excitement…if not a little nervous! I am so grateful for the wonderful summer break I have had with family and friends. I felt the bond with my kids growing especially strong over this summer and despite the usual challenges of parenting that sometimes leave me wanting to pull my hair out, it has been such a joy to see them thrive!
Knowing that our lives are about to get very busy with me working long hours at the hospital and a lengthy commute, I sat the kids down to let them know that they will not see mummy as often. They were sad but said, “We’ll miss you but we’ll always love you!” This really warmed my heart, especially with how attached I am to my kids!
I know there will be days when I question whether my absence is detrimental to their well-being. I know there will be days when my heart is aching to be with them. But I am trusting that they will be well and that I will not give in to the overwhelming feelings of mummy guilt. I am so grateful for my wonderful husband who I know will take excellent care of them when I’m not there. I pray for God’s grace to continually strengthen our family through this new phase of our lives.
To my dearest hubby and children, I love you dearly. It is truly a joy to be going through life with you all by my side!
So, onward we go to clerkship! Thrilled to be starting with Obstetrics!
The past few months have just flown by! We are slowly starting to see the signs of Spring after a long Winter! One of my favorite things about this time of year is seeing the green shoots of plants in the garden trying to make their way up out of the recently frozen ground, their tips emerging strong and ready for the next season! I also love hearing the honking sound of the Canadian Geese making their way back as the weather gets warmer!
Med school has been great! I completed a fun 2-week rotation in Pediatrics where we got some hands on practice taking a history and doing physical exams on patients ranging from a few months old to teenagers! I was based at 2 locations: a pediatric clinic as well as the Children’s Hospital where I shadowed a fantastic pediatic nephrologist. I felt very at ease with parents and young patients, perhaps because I have two little ones of my own. So as I spoke to parents, I thought about how I would want to be treated if my own kids were sick.
My next rotation was an 8-week rotation in Internal Medicine which I am just about to wrap up. I found it quite challenging at the beginning when faced with the complexities of the diseases I encountered on the wards and witnessing very sick patients compared to my previous patient encounters. As time went on, I began to feel more comfortable on the wards. At this point in our training, we still play mostly an observational role, but it was a really good experience getting to interact with patients, write up admission notes and work through differential diagnoses. Even just getting more familiar with the hospital’s electronic medical records was reassuring for me!
Aside from the invaluable experience we are getting as we transition to clerkship, I am also enjoying getting to know my classmates in more depth now that we are working in smaller numbers and it is easier to get to know people.
In other exciting news, we just received our schedules for Clerkship! Here’s what my next 2 years are going to look like:
Year 3: Obstetrics, Pediatrics, Elective, Family Medicine, Psychiatry, Internal Medicine, Surgery
Year 4: Electives, Emergency Medicine, Public Health, Geriatrics
In the lead up to clerkship, I have had mixed feelings…both excitement and fear. My main concern has been the longer work hours and how that would impact my husband and kids. But my husband continues to reassure me that we will “figure it out” as we have always done! I continue to rely on God’s strength to keep me positive and motivated! And I am thrilled to see my kids thriving and happy. They are so curious to know what I am learning, “What did you do in med school today, mummy?” I love it!
All-in-all, I am really looking forward to Clerkship in this next phase of our medical training. In the mean time, I am getting ready for my next 8-week pre-clerkship rotation which is a combination of…Surgery, Radiology, Anesthesiology and Ophthalmology. Here we go!
Featured image: My view from the train during my daily commute to med school.
Hello everyone (and welcome to those who just recently started following my blog!)
The month of January has been a month of transition as I moved out of the classroom and into the hospitals and clinics. This new phase of my training is called “Transition to Clinical Practice”. It is to prepare us for third-year clerkship by giving us exposure to real-life medical settings. At this stage, we do not yet have the level of responsibility of a third-year student but we are still considered a part of the team which is great!
The first 2 weeks were quite the adjustment as no longer was my medical ‘world’ centered around campus but rather in various hospitals and clinics around the city. I ultimately decided to switch from driving to public transport which was an adjustment in itself! But now I feel much more settled and have come to enjoy the pleasant 1-hour train ride to and from the city. I am using the time to study and catch up on emails.
My husband also came up with the excellent idea of listening to audiobooks which I have been doing during my drive to the train station, subsequent subway commute and walks to the clinic/hospital. It has all turned out really well because I am able to come home earlier than last semester since I do not get stuck in traffic! There is always a bright side to new changes, even if they throw us off at first!
Here are my impressions of the rotations I have done so far:
Family medicine: I liked the variety of cases that I saw and that the family doctor/resident has to have such a breadth of knowledge on many subjects. I am looking forward to gaining more exposure in clerkship.
Neurology: I absolutely loved this rotation! I met wonderful attending physicians, residents and patients. I had a variety of experiences from doing consults in the ER to rounding on patients in the wards, to taking a history and examining patients in the clinics. I also had the chance to visit the electrophysiology lab where the Nerve Conduction and EMG studies are performed. There were plenty of opportunities to review CT and MRI scans. Overall, I found this to be a very intellectually stimulating experience. In addition, the patients I met were truly inspiring and humbling as they battled with debilitating and life-changing conditions. Since there are no core rotations in neurology in 3rd year, I am considering taking an elective in neurology in 4th year.
Other than school, the family is doing very well! We have instituted a new family tradition which is for each of us to say something we are grateful for every night at bed-time. I also have a journal on my bedside table where I jot down a few things I am grateful for every night. This is really helping me to remain thankful and positive despite the busy and demanding weeks!
What’s next? My next rotation is pediatrics which I’m looking forward to! Will post an update on that in the next few weeks.
Keep striving towards your goals! Be positive in the moment and don’t wait to reach your destination in order to find happiness. It’s about the day-to-day living and what things we can be grateful for on a daily basis!