The first three months of residency have just flown by!
My first rotation consisted of Family Medicine Clinic with 5 evening shifts in the ER including some weekends. This made for some long, exhausting days but a rewarding experience overall.
My second rotation was in Obstetrics and this definitely stretched me outside of my comfort zone. My responsibilities consisted of helping with deliveries in the case room, seeing patients in triage, post-partum and doing ER consults. The schedule was rigorous and included night shifts and weekends. The most challenging part of the rotation was being away from family. I missed my husband and kids a lot! We found creative ways to treasure special time together and recently enjoyed a beautiful week of vacation together.
My third rotation was another Family Medicine rotation with a focus on Parent-Child. I had the opportunity to care for babies, young children, adolescents and expectant mothers as well as other patients of all ages. There were Youth Clinics, Breastfeeding Clinics, late shifts in Minor Urgent Care and also four 24-hour Obstetrics calls during this rotation.
I especially enjoy my Family Medicine clinic days which consist of seeing my own practice of patients. I am gaining a lot of skills on how to manage my own practice.
In other good news, I passed my first licencing exam (LMCC I), the exam I sat way back in June! The kids are back in school so it’s back to juggling homework, extra-curricular activities with family time, social time and the demands of residency. Thank goodness for my amazing husband who continues to be a wonderful support. I thank God for His grace and ever present help when things get tough!
Overall, I am feeling more confident as a resident compared to my first month. There are still moments of uncertainty and doubts in my abilities but I am grateful to work with an excellent team and to be in a program that has such great support for residents (we have senior resident buddies, Faculty Mentors, Academic Advisors and more). Despite feeling exhausted at times, I love my program and feel so blessed to be on this journey!
My very first clerkship rotation was in OBGYN outpatient clinics which I posted about here including some tips for surviving clerkship in general. This past month was a continuation of my OBGYN experience. The first 3 weeks were based in the birthing center where I had the opportunity to take part in a variety of interesting tasks:
Interview and examine pregnant patients in triage
Assist with vaginal deliveries and C-sections
Round on post-partum patients
Conduct consults in the ER
My last week was Gynecology-based where I got to assist with some gynecology surgical procedures in the OR, round on post-op patients, see patients in Gynecology/Early Pregnancy clinics and conduct consults in the ER.
What I enjoyed most:
I very much enjoyed interacting with pregnant patients and helping them through the beautiful, life-changing experience of welcoming their child into the world. I was also grateful to come out of this rotation with tangible, practical skills like delivering babies and suturing.
What I struggled with most:
The environment was fast-paced and quite stressful. It was difficult seeing patients experience pregnancy loss, particulary having gone through the experience myself. The schedule was exhausting with evening/night shifts and 2 weekends back-to-back. I definitely struggled with balancing work and family life and missed the kids a lot.
My take home message:
OBGYN is a great speciality in many ways. There is plenty of variety in terms of the work, it is rewarding bringing babies into the world and being a part of patients lives during such critical moments. For me personally, the demanding lifestyle was not a good fit for my family life, but I am grateful for all that I learned during this rotation and that it helped to clarify my interests more definitively.
It has been 3 weeks since I started clerkship and it is going very well so far. I started off with Obstetrics/Gynecology outpatient clinic where I had to give two presentations on cases I encountered during the rotation. I was also exposed to various diverse clinics:
Obstetrics: following pregnant women at various stages of their pregnancies, interpreting prenatal screening tests, measuring fundal height, finding the baby’s heart beat with doppler ultrasound (one of my favorite parts of this rotation!) and taking GBS samples
Gynecology:managing endometriosis, menorrhagia, performing pap tests and colposcopy
Gynecology-Oncology: managing patients undergoing treatment for ovarian cancer
Diabetes: managing pregnant patients with Diabetes Type 1, Type 2 or Gestational diabetes
Fertility clinic: managing patients trying to conceive via IVF or IUI.
Ultrasound: observing the routine ultrasounds for pregnant patients performed at 12 and 20 weeks of pregnancy as well as measuring nuchal translucency.
My reflections on this rotation: I found this to be a generally fast-paced,diverse environment with plenty of opportunities to do some procedures.
What I enjoyed most:I very much enjoyed the patient contact and sharing the joy of pregnant mothers awaiting the arrival of their little ones. I also enjoyed the clinics where I had the most autonomy to interact with patients on my own. My favorite clinic of the rotation was without a doubt Obstetrics!
What I struggled with most: There was a steep learning curve as I generally only spent one day in each clinic and every clinic runs differently. I had to learn to adapt quickly.
My take home message:I learned so much from this rotation and felt that I improved in my history-taking and charting skills. I will wait until my OBGYN inpatient rotation to make a final decision about choosing this specialty but on a scale of low-medium-high, I would put Obstetrics and Gynecology as a “low” because I have much less of an interest in Gynecology than Obstetrics and there are alternative routes to practising Obstetrics (more on that later!).
My coping strategies on rotation:
I have a 2.5 hour daily train-commute which can be exhausting but I am using this time to study, read my Bible, decompress after a long day and also to read other topics/books that are of interest to me.
I make use of technology to stay in touch with my family and keep connected. For example, since I have to leave very early in the morning before anyone is awake, I Face-Time my hubby and kids every morning once I arrive at the hospital so I can see their adorable faces before I start my day. This is so energizing for me!
I have some prayer time during my 10-minute drive from my home to the train station (and on the way back as I reflect on my day). This plus reading my Bible on the train daily has kept me in a very positive state of mind despite feeling physically exhausted.
I aim to complete my reading/studying on the train so that once I am home, my focus is fully on my family.
It is challenging to find time to exercise so I wake up 15 minutes earlier every 2 days to have a short workout and then have my longer 35 to 45 minute workouts on the weekend.
Stay well hydrated and fed throughout the day. I carry granola bars in my white coat pocket or scrubs and carry around a bottle of water when feasible. This does wonders for your energy levels!
I had one particularly bad day last week where I felt extremely tired and did not feel my performance on rotation that day had been good at all. We have to remember that despite the really difficult days, there are better days to look forward to and it is all part of the learning process as we hone our skills.
I am currently on rotation in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit and it has been both challenging and fantastic! I can’t wait to share with you my experiences on this rotation over the coming weeks!
Tomorrow marks the first day of the next phase of my medical training…clerkship rotations! I am filled with excitement…if not a little nervous! I am so grateful for the wonderful summer break I have had with family and friends. I felt the bond with my kids growing especially strong over this summer and despite the usual challenges of parenting that sometimes leave me wanting to pull my hair out, it has been such a joy to see them thrive!
Knowing that our lives are about to get very busy with me working long hours at the hospital and a lengthy commute, I sat the kids down to let them know that they will not see mummy as often. They were sad but said, “We’ll miss you but we’ll always love you!” This really warmed my heart, especially with how attached I am to my kids!
I know there will be days when I question whether my absence is detrimental to their well-being. I know there will be days when my heart is aching to be with them. But I am trusting that they will be well and that I will not give in to the overwhelming feelings of mummy guilt. I am so grateful for my wonderful husband who I know will take excellent care of them when I’m not there. I pray for God’s grace to continually strengthen our family through this new phase of our lives.
To my dearest hubby and children, I love you dearly. It is truly a joy to be going through life with you all by my side!
So, onward we go to clerkship! Thrilled to be starting with Obstetrics!