Clerkship Updates: Family Medicine Elective

I just spent an incredible month on elective at a Family Medicine clinic in my community. The clinic is comprised of 6 family doctors, some of whom have been practicing for over 30 years and who had a wealth of experience to share. The clinic also has several specialists who visit at regular intervals.

I felt that my clinical skills really grew during this rotation, and it was very rewarding to follow-up on the same patients throughout the month. My days were constantly filled with variety from baby well checks, to adolescent visits to elderly patients. I also had the opportunity to practice several procedures such a pap tests, skin biopsies, cryotherapy and minor surgery.

Like many of my rotations, there were days when I felt I had a good handle on things, and other days, when I was humbled and reminded that there is still so much I have yet to learn. This rotation served to further confirm my passion for Family Medicine and I am very excited at the possibility of practicing in my community in the future.

I recently submitted by residency application (yay!). I’m excited for this next phase of my training! The journey continues! Up next is a one-month rotation in Geriatrics. Stay tuned!

Featured image: “A Walk in the Woods” by potentialdoctor.com

Clerkship Updates: ER, Endocrinology and Residency Applications

Time has just been flying by! After an incredible experience on my Palliative Care rotation, I went on to complete a month of Emergency Room Medicine. The pace was fast and challenging but was definitely a good learning experience. The month consisted of daytime as well as evening and night shifts. The skill that I felt I had the opportunity to work on most in the ER was to develop a logical, organized way of structuring a differential diagnosis for the most common, life-threatening conditions.

After my month in the ER, I went on to start a one month elective in Endocrinology which I will be wrapping up this week. I chose this elective because I felt it would be very useful for increasing my knowledge on conditions such as diabetes, dyslipidemia, hypo/hyperthyroidism and other endocrine or metabolic abnormalities that I am likely to come across often during my Family Medicine practice. It has been a good experience with my days consisting of clinic, wards and ER consults.

And in other exciting news, I have been working on my applications for residency and am making good progress. The application consists of various components including a personal statement, CV, and recommendation letters. Despite how stressful this stage of medical school can be, I feel remarkably at peace and am sure that everything will turn out for the best. Regardless of the outcome, I feel extremely grateful for all the blessings in my life and thank God for his faithfulness!

I am really looking forward to the next month of clerkship which will be a Family Medicine elective in my community. Stay tuned!

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Beautiful Fall day with my munchkins

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Clerkship Update: Palliative Care

I had an incredible experience on my palliative care rotation. Going into it, I wasn’t sure what to expect. Whenever I informed people what rotation I was in, many wrinkled up their faces and said, “Ooh, it’s got to be depressing being around so many dying people”.

I have to say that my experience was quite the opposite. It is a different way of practicing medicine. Rather than focusing on curing a patient, one is focused on making them as comfortable as possible as they navigate the last months, weeks, days, hours and seconds of their lives. I found it a true privilege to accompany people on this journey.

I very much enjoyed how much time I got to spend with each patient and their families on a daily basis. It was certainly never easy discussing a short prognosis but in some ways, families found relief in having an idea of their loved one’s trajectory and in knowing they would be kept as comfortable as possible. The main things that impact heavily on dying patients, particularly in the context of terminal cancer, are pain, nausea, lack of appetite and a progressive sense of loss as they decline in function. Although it can be  difficult to do much about the loss of function, it is staggering to see how much better a patient feels when their pain and nausea can be controlled.

On this rotation, I worked with an excellent interdisciplinary team of doctors, nurses, social workers, PABs and art therapists.  I was truly inspired by their dedication and compassion for our patients.  I certainly struggled with my emotions when I lost a patient (which was almost on a daily basis) especially seeing the profound impact on the family members left behind. I truly treasure the meaningful connections I had with patients and their families on this rotation.

I also had the opportunity to participate in home visits. There was something especially touching about being able to go into a patient’s home and deliver care to them in an environment where they feel most at home.

Overall, my palliative care rotation was one of my best experiences in medical school. I encourage medical students out there wondering what electives to take to strongly consider taking it. It will change your perspective on life.

As my fourth year of medical school continues, I feel my confidence as a doctor-in-training progressively growing. There is still so much to learn of course. One of the great things about medicine, is the challenge of constantly growing and learning new things. As I ponder the current stage in my training, I am so grateful to be on this path to becoming a doctor, as difficult and challenging as it can be.

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Third Year of Medical School…Done!

I can hardly believe that I am done with the third year of medical school! Despite the ups and downs, I am very happy with how much I have grown and learned during the course of this year.

These last 2 months, I have been busy with Internal Medicine Wards and Surgical Subspecialty rotations (Urology and Vascular Surgery). They were hard work but also a great learning experience overall!

All my electives for fourth year have been booked and confirmed (Palliative Care, Endocrinology, Family Medicine, Clinical Allergy and Immunology).  I will also be doing my Geriatrics and Emergency Medicine rotations during fourth year.

Now is that time of the year when we start thinking about the residency match! I cannot believe that this time next year, I will be starting residency! (As a recap, my plan is to apply to Family Medicine which I am very passionate about!)

For now, I am looking forward to the next month which is a month of summer vacation. I am excited to spend more time with my hubby, kids, extended family and friends. I am so grateful for their support and encouragement through this past year (which was undoubtedly, one of the most difficult I have encountered!). I thank God for the strength and grace He gave me throughout the year!

Thank you to all my readers for continuing to follow and support my blog. It is always appreciated!

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Breakfast on the deck, beautiful sunshine, birds chirping and a cute bunny skipping through the grass!
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Residency match timeline!

Clerkship Update: Internal Medicine and General Surgery

Clerkship updates! It’s been a busy past few months! I completed one month each of Internal Medicine (CCU/ER consults) and General Surgery.

What I enjoyed the most

I really enjoyed doing consults in the ER because I felt it really allowed me to hone my history taking and physical exam skills as well as come up with management plans. I met so many interesting patients and learned a lot from the fantastic staff and residents I worked with. In General Surgery, I had the opportunity to become more comfortable in the OR (I was initially terrified of going in there!) and practice useful skills such as inserting foleys and suturing incisions. I also had the opportunity to participate in laparoscopic surgery by assisting with guiding the camera, which was fun! I also developed a new appreciation for how difficult it is for patients to undergo surgery: the anxiety before surgery as well as the sometimes excruciating pain and post-op recovery.

What I struggled with the most

Internal Medicine and General Surgery have definitely been the most demanding in terms of work hours and I sometimes felt like I was floundering. I had managed to keep my mindset positive and motivated during my previous rotations but for some reason, I had moments of doubt and anxiety over the past few weeks which I can’t fully explain. So, I sat myself down, worked through my thoughts, prayed, and confided in family and friends about my struggles. I have emerged stronger and more motivated!

My take home message

Internal Medicine and General Surgery are great specialties despite the long hours. They each bring different perspectives and add richness to one’s medical training. The past few months have reminded me how important it is to guard one’s thoughts and to rely on others when we feel weak and downtrodden. Despite the challenges, I am excited to be pursuing a career in medicine and thank God for his ever abundant blessings in my life!

Featured image courtesy of BM Hospitals

When the Fog Lifts

The other day, I was on my daily commute to the hospital for one of my clinical rotations. The train chug chugged along and as it neared one of two bridges, I turned my head expectantly to view the expansive water and distant hills. But on this particular day, the view which I have come to treasure, was blanketed by an unrelenting fog. I could see absolutely nothing outside of the window. It was a disconcerting feeling. What was happening behind the fog? When would the fog lift? As the train made it to the other side of the bridge, the water and hills left behind, the fog gradually lifted, trees and buildings slowly appeared and my view of the outside world became crystal clear once again.

This two minute experience got me thinking about how similar life can be to this event. There are times in our lives when our path forward is clear. We can feel confident enough to proceed on our journey. There are other moments, when things become less clear, our confidence may become shrouded in uncertainty and we wonder where has the path disappeared to? One thing I do know. The fog eventually lifts, and we will see clearly again. It just requires patience, determination and the will to never give up.

I recently completed my second Psychiatry rotation and have just completed my first 2 weeks of Internal Medicine. Both have been great learning experiences with amazing staff physicians and residents. On some days though, I feel truly tired. I wonder if I have the strength and ability to become a good doctor. Or I struggle to balance medicine with family life. Doubts try to creep in. But I also feel so grateful to be in a position to help people so directly in their moments of crisis, illness or fear. It truly is a humbling and privileged position to be in! And even on those cloudy, unclear days…the fog eventually lifts!

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View from the train in winter-time

Featured image: View from the train in summer time, late evening (potentialdoctor.com)

Clerkship Update: Urban Family Medicine

Clerkship Updates! I have just completed a month in Urban Family Medicine and I absolutely loved it! It definitely solidified my interest in and passion for Family Medicine. Most of my days were spent at a private Family Medicine clinic. I also spent time at a Dermatology, ENT and walk-in clinic, a senior’s residence and palliative care center.

What I learned from this rotation

This rotation was fantastic! There was frequent, useful one-on-one teaching and feedback which helped me to grow in my knowledge and clinical skills. I was constantly challenged to think more and more independently. I had the opportunity to manage complex patients and multi-complaint visits. I developed some new skills/knowledge in Dermatology, ENT and how to manage geriatric patients.

What I enjoyed most

I very much enjoyed the one-on-one teaching, the positive learning environment, the variety of cases I saw and the variety of work environments. I loved interacting with the patients and looked forward to going to work each day!

What I struggled with the most

The greatest challenge for me on this rotation was coming up with management plans for the more complex patients. However, by the end of the rotation, I felt that I had a better grasp of how to do this.

My take home message

Urban Family Medicine was a fantastic rotation and was definitely one of my favorite rotations. I loved the variety of cases I saw, interacting with patients of different ages and  getting to see patients who have been followed by the same physician for years and who know their patients very well. I also enjoyed the flexibility and variety of work environments. I really look forward to a future practice in Family Medicine!

Next rotation….Out-Patient Psychiatry. Stay tuned!

Featured image: Family photo 2017